Does anyone else here struggle with anxiety about the future? I keep worrying about a few years from now. Will I be able to go to college or have a job? I don’t know what will either be given to me or taken from me health wise in the next few years. It’s scary. It’s hard to do my treatments because sometimes I feel like they are just temporary and I’m the end I’ll never be able to be an independent adult. I don’t even know if it will be safe for me to learn how to drive in a few months or if I’ll pass the tenth grade. Everyone keeps telling me to focus on my life right now but I don’t like my life right now. I’m struggling in school, having CFS crashes, pain flares, and unexplained new symptoms. Sorry this is long and a bit of a crazy rant. It’s just hard to let go of worry for what my life will be. I’m scared that I’m fighting for a life that won’t be worth living.
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