Schizophreniform Disorder

#Depression #BPD #BipolarDisorderII #BipolarDisorder #Borderline Bipolar depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #PostpartumPtsd #OCD #SchizophreniformDisorder #MentalIllness #jesuslovesyou #jesustakethewheel #Jesussaves

People oftentimes make me feel so uncomfortable in my own skin so they say. I don't understand how to live my life anymore, how do I like this person that has failed me so many times. I am having such a magnitude of thoughts, feelings, and I can't even explain it in words. Its so much pressure but its so precious. That although I'm literally on the lip of the understanding that my thoughts are processing faster and then I'm lost trying to remember what I am trying to accomplish but yet it makes sense. I'm so confused and I feel like it's hard to be positive anymore. Everyday I withdraw inside myself more and more. I want to open myself and be authentic when inside me lives the meanest person I've ever met. #ptsd #complexposttraumaticstressdisorder #empath #chronic pain #Endometriosis #major depressive disorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Hypertension # irritable bowel syndrome #gaslight narcisstic abuse survivor #SchizophreniformDisorder #Survivor #SuicideLossSurvivor #SuicideSurvivor

I loved this when I came across it.
I often feel as though I font get enough praise/acknowledgement etc for getting out of bed choosing to be NICE today even haha. I was #bulimic and #anorexic from the time I was 14-30. :/ ... I engaged in those feelings for 5 years.. ITS A BIG DEAL. #people act like " just get it together" " yoy shouldn't have done it in the first place" yoy realize every F-ING day is a struggle for me right. With food... should I puke. Should I not eat today. AND #Depression AND #Anxiety AND #BPD AND #OCD
I SEE YOU, good for you for waking up today ! Good for you 👍 it is a big deal being you, you are important, if you dont have it in you to be YOUR OWN CHEER LEADER I can do it for you right now
GOOD JOB!!! IM PROUD OF YOU AND I MEAN IT
( ITS EASIER FOR ME TO praise others, see there effort and gifts and the good in them then it is to acknowledge my own)

What is anxiety? According to the dictionary it's a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease about a recent event. I'm not sure about this description. Typically my anxiety comes on by events that haven't happened yet. The psychological description is a nervous disorder characterized by a state of excessive uneasiness and apprehension. Sometimes with compulsive behavior or panic attacks.
It's difficult to tell a heart attack from a panic attack. They both have similar symptoms such as chest pain, dizziness, and exhaustion. I've had my share of anxiety and panic attacks. My most recent experience landed me in the hospital. After staying two nights and multiple heart tests they released me with instructions to see a psychiatrist and get some anxiety medication. What do you do for an anxiety attack?
#Anxiety ##Depression ##SchizophreniformDisorder ##SchizoaffectiveDisorder ##Schizophrenia
##BipolarDisorder