Blessed

This week's #photodiary is packed with gratitude and blessings:
- My new magnificent airfryer; already loving it! My mom payed most of it = blessing
- A cup of cold ice tea on a hot day
- Beautiful clouds
- I was able to buy my youngest a new pair of earphones. He was so happy and thankful
- My mom's dog, Shiba, enjoying the shade on the cooler grass
- New nails - bubblegum confetti
- Walking home with groceries and having some occasional shade on my path
- Pizza rolls and smoothie for my youngest when he came home from school and needed a snack
- My new stove!! My old one broke. And my parents were so kind and generous to give me a new one for my birthday
#Blessed

Folks I feel very #Blessed to have made it through another week. A few times I've needed to #Shutdown & #focus on #self #Care but that's #okay . The #Important thing for me is to stay in #Touch with my #body #mind & #soul 💗 & to #nourish my #trinity #PTSD #Autism #MentalHealth

This picture was taken almost a year ago when I was still in Sudan.
My country has been in war for almost 2 years now. This is how we used to boil the milk at night because there was no electricity, no gas, and we were extremely lucky to have milk compared to others.

I was really frustrated at that moment and really sad that even after we left our state and our home, leaving our belongings because of the war, the war still chased us again 😟 to this state, and it was not safe anymore.

It was kinda cold, and mosquito bites made me hate my life 😂. It gave me malaria (it’s a disease that doesn’t exist anymore in developed countries) 😂.

I am now safe and sound. I have a bed, I have gas, I have electricity, and I am not malnourished. Neither are my nephews and nieces. I eat three meals a day — that’s a blessing.

My family is safe; I am safe. That’s a blessing. I have network access that is not through Starlink. That’s a blessing. And I am not afraid someone would come and k*ll me at any moment.

I am blessed 🙏 😇

#Blessed My Boston Terrier is 10 weeks she's called Cyder 😇 she sending love to you all !

Well after a crazy ,hectic ,non stop 6 weeks of very long days ,all the decorating ,all the packing and moving things tonight I emptied the last of the boxes .This house now is starting to feel like our home :) .
Organising everything and even just hanging shelves or photos and adding all our little things has made me so excited .It's been a lot of tears and it's not completely done but I'm actually so proud of myself and what I've managed to do myself in 6 weeks considering the mess it was in when I got it.ive done things I never thought I'd be able to , and it feels so amazing now seeing it all come together ,seeing how Happy the kids are and how much them and our little Coco are settling into it.Really does make all the stress and hard work worth it to see them all so happy :) due to my health and pain being so bad too just decorating things,making things or organising stuff has really been helping with my anxiety aswell and I'm actually enjoying it.ive had so many and fay's lately but tonight unpacking that last box felt like such a relief and such an achievement of the fact I've done it all myself while being in pain and struggling and also making sure kids are settling in .
Going to bed feeling very satisfied and blessed tonight which is a really nice feeling compared to way I have been feeling alot lately.

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