Blind Spot
•BLIND SPOT•
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•I’m doing more....vulnerable art again here lately. When I get a “deep” or meaningful thought, I’m making a habit of writing it down in my Procreate app (that I draw in) with the intention of turning it into art later. There’s more freedom to make mistakes with digital art, so I’m finding it to be a great way to get out these thoughts and create a beautiful, meaningful drawing in the process.
•These drawings mostly stem from the consistent, repetitive thoughts I have. Whether they’re positive or negative. So when I create an artwork based on those thoughts, it also paints a picture in my head of that thought. This gives me more power over the thought(s), instead of just letting them roam around in my head creating more fog, sadness, and confusion.
•This drawing is a personal one I did a few weeks ago. These are consistent thoughts I have almost daily. I made a joke to my husband that I actually feel like I exist in a bind spot, invisible to almost everything and everyone. It was a joke but...it stuck with me. I’ve always tried to be honest in my art. I also want to show the light and dark parts of life. I love colorful, happy art but I can’t and probably never will be an artist who creates “be positive” art. Besides, you can’t appreciate the positives without suffering through some negative shit. I’ve come a long way with my mental health but it’s a struggle every single day to not let myself drown in the Darkness. That’s also what this drawing represents. The color I’ve created in my world only means so much to me because I know how horrible the other side is. I can, you can, find a way to exist in this world by balancing the light and dark. You can be resilient and strong af but still have a shitty day where you feel like the world is against you.
•It can’t rain all the time.