I hate this country #PTSD #Disability #ChronicIlless #treatmentresistant #HealthInsurance #Poor
I want to bash my head in. I want to scream on the top of my lungs. I am so angry and I don’t want to fall back into behaviors that slowly kill me.
I can’t do this.
Any appointment I’m ABLE to get, is so complex I don’t understand. Referals, we don’t take your insurance.
No one takes my insurance!!! Medicaid doesn’t cover medications!!! Are you over 18? Then we need a million prior authorizations!! But wait!! Never mind because you’re too old for the medication, per us insurance!!
Your sick?! Need meds?! YOU GOT IT!
JUST KIDDING THEYRE NEVER COVERED!!
Have no job because you can barely keep yourself safe?!?! TRY OUR MEDICAID AND GET NO MEDICATIONS OR SERVICES YOU NEED!!
NEED TO SEE NEUROLOGY?! FORGET IT WITH MEDICAID!
NEED TO GET VIRAL MEDICATION?! FORGET IT WITH MEDICAID!!!
It’s just a big FU to anyone who can’t take care of themselves, the way the country wants.
I fucking hate it here. Why do I try? Why do I fight so hard when there’s 10,000 roadblocks in the way.
Fighting for disability, with a lawyer, who told me I’m going to get denied again. I WENT AND GOT ALL MY RECORDS BECAUSE THEY DIDNT.
I get told by my lawyer, THAT THE STATE ISNT GOING TO READ EVERY PAGE.
WHY THE FUCK AM I FIGHTING THEN?!?!