When I'm talking with other people I often struggle to come up with words and really have to think (a result of my seizures and brain surgery). Its even worse if my anxiety is high, and I also struggle to focus. I will look around and try to grasp onto something to look at as I come up with words. Looking at the person I'm talking to doesn't help. Today I had a therapy appointment on-line with the therapist I've been seeing for years (they are on-line now that I can't drive). We were talking about something hard for me and my anxiety was very high. I looked everywhere but at the computer. She got angry and told me I was being disrespectful to her. I didn't mean to be. The rest of the appointment I tried hard to look at the computer. And I cried, a lot. At one point she asked what I was thinking and I said I didn't know the right words. It was like she forgot about that. The rest of the day (and now night) it's been on my mind. Im extremely upset with myself. I wasn't doing anything I haven't always done. Has she thought I was disrespectful this whole time?. Did I do something wrong? Should i say (write) anything or just let it go?