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    Thinking Out Loud

    The stress I wonder, having a job and keeping it, or filing for disability and enjoying it. Some days are more stressful than others and I wonder how many more years before my mental illness catches up with me to the point of not being able to handle the workload, I can currently handle. Just thinking out loud.#Stress #Thinking #Job #MentalIllness

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    Thoughts that Control

    How do I put into words what my thoughts bring to me? There were times were my therapist in the past would tell me that all feelings come from thoughts.

    But what if what you're feeling can inspire what you are thinking instead? Humm.

    Today I thought about my memorial day weekend. Yesterday was good because I went food shopping. It was amazing because I did not "freak out" at the store. Usually I order my groceries and pick them up, but otherwise when I go with someone to grocery shop I do not feel bad. What did you guys do over the weekend???

    #Thoughts #trouble #Thinking #MentalHealth #Laughs #Goodtimes #badtimes #MemorialDay #Anxiety #BipolarDisorder #AnxietyDisorder #PanicDisorder #jobless #emotional


    Feeling of hurting myself

    I don’t know if anyone has experienced this. When I’m driving sometimes I feel like vearing off the road and hitting a tree and getting into an accident. #Anxiety #Depresion #Thinking #bad thoughts

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    Sleep, rest, nap....does MY HUMAN know any of these words? 🥱

    Same story, different night so it seems. It is now approximately 4:40 AM and she is still awake!!! What gives??? I previously joked about her being a vampire but I’m seriously considering it to be true 🧛‍♀️
    Advice anyone? I mean the least she could do is fix it so I don’t have an annoying glare from the TV, I mean c’mon now 😣

    #TheMighty #MightyPets #SleepDeprivation #Advice #Thinking #tobytyler #laurascardigno


    Fibromyalgia pain

    This morning the Fibro pain has again reared its ugly head- I hate when it starts my day,instead of ending my day( tho that's not nice to be hurting at bedtime,either!). Guess it's the below freezing temperature that's got it going. Don't you( those with fibro) just hate it when the fibro takes over even Before the day starts? It over comes the arthritis,the swollen feet & lower legs,the fitful sleep from the nite,and tired mind from having to deal with it & everything else on a daily basis. Even the pretty sunrise this morning gets hit. Big Sigh. Oh well,such is life when you are used to hurting All Over from an Invisible Disease. #Fibromyalgia ,#RA ,#oa ,#PTSD ,#GAD ,#Bipolar 2,#GERD ,#Insomnia ,#high Blood Pressure,#Allergies to most Everything,#sinusitis chronic,#Teeth problems( likely from meds been on for so long, dentist),#"covering" how I really am feeling,#bad dreams that carry over into the day,#restlessness ,#So many Meds,#dry Eye Syndrome,#Dermatitis -chronic,#Headaches ,Short term memory loss left over from ECT treatments,#Fibro Brain Fog,#sad ,#Overeating when illnesses take over too much,##Poor Self-Image,#Stagnant motivation,#chronic Talking to Myself-even Out Loud,#Talking & writing too much,#worry ,#Thinking of others instead of me,#people Pleaser,#Procrastination ,#Poor money management,#Ignoring important signs & Symptoms.

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    #Thinking of how much it sucks not being able to drive because of epilepsy 😒

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    #Thinking of my baby girl,”Misha” who I say” I love you” to more times everyday than I do to the total number of times said to any/all human beings my entire life😕


    Gender Norms

    I don't really understand why people take offense to men of any orientation being comfortable in women's clothing. It's nice to see people who are able to see femininity in the same light as masculinity. It's disappointing when that seems offensive to fellow women. #Thinking #gendernorms #Stereotypes

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    Filtering Perception

    Ever do this ? Someone says something and you fly off the handle then realize what they said and how you took what was said were two different things? It’s because we tend to filter through our own lens of experiences, circumstances, emotions, and perception. Depending on the moment and the climate we are in. #CPTSD #Anxiety #Thinking #filter

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    #breakthroughs #Depression #lackofworth #WhyAmIHere

    I've always wondered if when I express myself if people think I'm aiming for attention, or if they just think how pathetic I am. I'm not certain at what point in my life this transpired or why. Then I wonder if I should even say anything. If I bottle it all up it leads to an mental break down. Last one left my physically sick for 2 weeks and being put on meds, which the meds took a few months to get me on track. I'm constantly waiting for the shoe to drop. I'm waiting to be chucked back to the very bottom...not that I'm at the top. If it is accurate that I'm found to be a burden then why do I even belong here. If I were to die today or tomorrow who would really care...and does it matter if they did or did not care? I suppose I would just like to think I mattered or made a difference in this life. I wonder if all of this is just unnecessary thinking...I wish I could slow the noise. #Thinking #Damn #WhyAmIHere #Whatsthepoint #doesanyofthismatter #shutupbrain #ImSoTired ##MajorDepression #severeanxiety #PanicAttacks

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