Hi, this is my first post actually, but I need to write down what I feel inside. He fooled me once, and I had promised myself never trust him again, but after a year he told me that now he’s changed, and that he’s truly in love with me. I don’t why but I believed him, he took what he wanted and I can’t forgive myself for been such a stupid, naive girl. Apparently, when someone tells me ‘this time it’s different, you are perfect...’ I immediately change my mind and believe him. I can’t forgive myself for such a mistake, I’m an idiot and the worst thing is that I’ve let him fooled me again. I need to really love me, then I won’t need this stupid things to feel more self confident. I know I need to work on myself.