Irritated

#PTSD #Anxiety #Irritated #BipolarDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

Don’t know what to do!!! #stressed

I'm sick of the NAMI moms.
You are not a peer.
My lived experience is first hand.
*This* is mental illness. #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #medicationmanagement #treatment #Support #SupportGroups #Vent #venting #Irritated #notBPD #Disability #peer #livedexperience #contrary #power #powerstruggles #Voice #genuine #authenticity #Autonomy #inourownvoice

I feel like I live in an alternate dimension reading about all these “surprise autism diagnoses “ as adults all these temple grandins who are business people in relationships acting etc.. let me tell you about my experience. My son is six. He uses a hone version of a soma bed because he has zero safety awareness. He sleeps naked cause he can’t deal with Pjs god only knows we try . He owes in his bed almost every night (usually in his balled up pjs after he takes them off) he speaks minimally . He frustrates painfully- he has so much inside him that he can’t get out. He can’t tolerate a toothbrush. He needs outrageous amounts of visual stimuli think two iPads at all times with competing YouTube clips. His behavior is challenging on a good day - forget a mask I can’t often get him to wear a seatbelt. So either I’m the worst mother ever, my kid is the sickest out there, no one is honest or autism is over diagnosed I’m so frustrated by tbe dilution of services for the I/dd population by kids in mainstream environments.
Apologies if I hurt someone feelings
#rant #nojudgement #trigger #ASD #specialed #I /dd

#done #Irritated #worthless #silenced #lonely #alone #Overit #Suicide #dismissed #MentalHealth #illness #Ignored #invisible #Disability #Disabled

Apparently I need to motivate to the university why I failed two courses and why I should be allowed to register this year to finish my degree. Apparently being on chemo isn't a good enough reason to feel insurmountably ill and fail two courses. I'm so annoyed. #University #Irritated #Annoyed

#Mightyhumour
My kid will be 6 this month. I love her unconditionally, and shes great but GOD she is all UP ON ME ALL THE TIME! I can't do ANYTHING without her in my personal space! This includes using the bathroom and sleeping....i can't make a phone call or answer a text message in peace. Since we live in my moms home, I am judged and criticized for anything I do or dont do...I'm looking for a job to get my own place, but this is challenging due to the fact that concentrating is only possible after shes asleep, and my mom says I stay up too late. I'm so over my flippin family!

absolutely nothing is happening. things are “supposedly” calm. no one has to be anywhere, it’s an over all lazy day. so why do I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin and can’t settle. I feel irrationally angry for no real reason. I hate feeling this way.

Why the hell
Can I here everything
Around me
So loudly
It’s annoying
And irritating
I Can’t focus
It’s distracting #Irritated