talktome

Hi! I live with a dissociative disorder where my identity is basically in fragments, but not quite defined with specific age/names. Some of these fragments think and feel like a child. I’ll range from being really babyish with limited knowledge, to being more competent like an elementary schooler. It’s all pretty vague. It’s also dependent on the presence of my psychosis/mood symptoms, as well as stress and trauma. Weirdly hormones can play a role too. Anyway I would really love to have a pal for when I am “little”. I find myself craving affection/being nurtured/cared for. For the most part I talk very cuddly and innocently. **Just looking for ppl who can accommodate that in a conversation without being judgemental of my disorder**. I am not really embarrassed by the age regression, mainly because I’m too delusional to care. And I’d like to keep it that way, so please be kind. Feel free to direct message me on here, all anonymous and non attachment of course. Just some comforting chit-chat here and there would be great. P.S. I am not always in touch with reality.

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The pain is tremendous today. I constantly wonder how anyone that may be going through the same or similar situation is living. I can’t hold a job, but I also haven’t been diagnosed so I’m stuck. I’m going to lose my car soon, and things just don’t seem to be looking up any time soon. How do you guys function or get the means to live any kind of life? I lost my grandma over the weekend, and it really made me realize that I won’t have everyone I have in my life now forever. One day I’ll have to face this alone, and I don’t know that I can do that. Thats a scary thought. #talktome #help #please #Pain #chronic #Undiagnosed #IfYouFeelHopeless

I Generally overthink everything and cant stop for it. every small thing can make me happy and sad also. Not Feeling Like Go Out from Home.

I recently have been diagnosed with GAD and was put on 25mg Zoloft and buspar recently I started to feel much better the 18th of January will be a month on Zoloft. Tuesday I felt good enough to drink with some friends and I went over board woke up the next day with disorientation and anxiety it seemed manageable and I knew deep down it was from the anxiety but I went home after work and tried to nap and within a few minutes of waking up I had a panic attack. Today I had therapy but I have felt defeated all day tired and anxious and I feel like I caused this and it’s a setback. I am calmer then I was last night but I still get lost in my head that I will panic again. anyone experience after side effects? #Anxiety #PanicAttack #talktome

why does my husband make me feel bad for having dark days,I suffer those days and I try to get out of those days ,but how can I let a person understand what depression or ptsd is ,I’m tired . tonight I almost gave up on myself . #talktome #ineedhelp #PsychWard #Psychiatrist

I' ve been on and off Venlafaxine for a few times this year now (money issues) with the most recent starting a little over a month ago. My psych increased my dosage from 37.0.0.5 to 150 mg which I am on right now. I have been feeling soooooo much worse lately. I cant concentrate on anything and im in the last 2 weeks of my first semester of grad school so focusing is super important right now. Im dealing with self harm, suicidal thoughts and many more panic attacks now. Im not sure if its because of all the stress going on in my life or the medication is not working as well as i want.

just needed to rant. anyone else on venlafaxine and is it working for you?

#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #Depression

#talktome #feelinglonely
I’ve been struggling for over a year now. No immediate family left, no friends since the divorce, boyfriend left, job sucks. I did love it, but had a breakdown at work so now I’m the outsider.
I told my counselor I feel I’m living a lie and waiting for life to start. Having BPD and having NO ONE is agony. I’ve started to not leave my house. Depression is the worst I’ve ever had in my life.
I’m so alone and I just sit and honestly wait to die. I’m not killing myself, but I won’t get any care if I get sick. I just want to go to heaven and see my parents and grandmother.
Anyone else out there as lonely???? what can I do?

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