Medsarentworking

At this point I wish I could post "fighting depression" but I don't have the energy to fight it.... It's just taking over. I just want to go back to bed and let it.
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I have had multiple panic attacks in the past month. my appointment had to be rescheduled another month out. I feel like my meds aren't working anymore and I feel worse then before. Is that normal? buspirone and fluoxetine is what they have me on and over been waiting 3 months now for a keep appointment and still have a month to go. but I feel like my anxiety is worse and I'm seeing animals keep running out in front of me when I'm driving and I don't know if their real or not because its dawn when I leave in the morning and dusk when I drive home. I've put in for a waiting list to see someone just to talk too. but I've been waiting for almost a year now.. I feel like my depresssion is getting worse. and that's setting off my anxiety which sets off ly panic attacks and I just cant get a grip on what's me and what's my meds or what am I doing differently because I didn't feel like this a month ago taking the same meds.
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