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people will show true colors.
When they lost interest in you.
Or your too much
The right people will want you in there lives.
The right people will never ghost.
Never abandon you.
You can grow together.
Be selfish but dont involve me in your life.
If your gonna ghost or abandon me.
You can work on yourself and grow with others as support along your journey.
Done with people ghosting or abandoning people in this world.
Life is hard.
We all struggle.
Your not the only one.
There is hope for tommrow
With the right people at your side.

#poet #Poetry #Positivity #imhereforyou #WritingThroughIt #Write #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #mentalhealthmatters

In order for a habit and new practice to take flesh, it needs a thought or thought pattern. Thoughts are seeds that blossom into attitude and action. Journaling is a multi faceted practice that can be used as a canvas to express your thoughts on paper or your device. Whether it is to express your anxiety over things your dealing with, plan your day, set objectives or create positive affirmations to motivate or uplift yourself ; writing things down is the foundation of determining what is on your heart and mind; it is the catalyst for self reflection; going inwards for self discovery, self assessment and goal setting to address your needs on every level. No journalism or literature degreee required; it’s not about the quality of your writing, diction or ability to articulate like a publisheed author. It’s about being honest with yourself and paving a path for growth and self development. #Write #journalyourlifeaway #Selfcare #behonestwithyourself #mindsetiseverything #writetodiscover #writetoheal #writetogrow

I deal with my hard times including my mental health problems by writing into a new wold in my brain. I believe it can cure mental health problems by writing into a new world a made up world were ANYTHING can happen.

Disturbed
Hurt
Misunderstood
Bothered
Irritated
Scared
Worried
Angry
Nauseous
Confused
Sadness
Grief
Disturbed
Worried
Wondering
Why now?
Why me?
Why tonight?

#ChronicPain #PTSD #Health #wellness #Recovery #Write #poems #Brave #strong yet #Defeated

The sun embraces us with warmth.
While the moon embraces us with company on lonely nights.
Everyday we are loved by the galaxy.

#Love #Poetry #Write #writer #meghanyoungpoet #MentalHealth #Positivity #poet #galaxy #Sun #Moon

First, I am going to use this site as a diary, I believe. So please, by no means should anyone feel forced to read my crap. I am scared to post, but there we are; my disclaimer. You've been warned! :)

Tonight I #Write trying to get back in touch with #whoiam after an extremely #Manipulative #Controlling degrading #AbusiveRelationship . More than 1 person warns me this could be dangerous I am battling both the fear that it will be dangerous but as twisted as it seems I think I may actually be more selfishly afraid that I'll be #Forgotten #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder 
#FearOfAbandonment 

I have been losing people all of my life and not one person has stayed even if they came back everyone has had to take a break. A few years ago I went to 7 different psychiatrists and specialists looking for help and LITERALLY everyone of them told me the same answer more or less but their is one answer to my #seekinghelp that will forever be embedded in my mind, word for word.
"You are too #Traumatized to help , " he said. That cut me so deep I still feel scared today that he was right. But I'm here. Trying to prove wrong this theory quiet a few doctors seem to think of when it comes to me.

I've been seeing a psychiatrist since I was 6 years old so most of my life none of them gave me hope just #pills that didn't do anything for it wasn't a chemical imbalance instead it was just about everything else out of balance and wrong in life causing my behaviors. But everyone was too busy #fighting or whatever else the case may be to ever realize just how badly all the #Rejection  #abandonment #SexualAssault
#violence"> #FosterCare #Adoption SUCKS ... 
At 4 I was #Cutting something I do not support in others but also do not judge in others for your life matters far more than mine I assure you... No one noticed. I've been #invisible since I can recall. 

And while the #Relationshipproblems I had recently are going away as I attempt to hide from him and ignore how it hurts I still feel that stupid #Child within me terrified I am gonna vanish because no one will ever love me again and 'bad' love surely is better than no #Love - this is #panic talking, I think... 
Oh I don't know.
recently moved into a new house with my #grandma for #Caregiving and at first because I wanted to. But she has grown ... very different over the past year all her other children abandon her and while she just recently said she thinks she made a #mistake in letting me stay around instead of having to be further shoved from person to person, institution to institution, despite her doubt in that, I do love her and am glad she did even if life has been one massive hell hole with nothing but shadows filled with violence, anger, terror, horrible things done to a child, rather I say, the innocence stolen, full of every day questions about the next rejection or abandonment or if worry; worry that if I fell asleep she would be dead in the morning because I hadn't been able to save her.