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Always down #Depression #Anxiety #Weak

Anyone always just down 24 7? It’s been like it for 19 years. 19 years of struggling to do anything including brush my teeth and wash often.

I’ve only worked about a year in my life but society gives you this pressure that you have to do things like it but when I did it set off my mental health worse.

I just feel like I want to stay in bed forever scrolling videos on social media. Mental health runs in my family and some of them are similar to me.

How does anyone not feel down all the time because after all this time? it’s clearly here to stay.

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Too Much Drama

#Depression and #BipolarDisorder are two things that dance among one another. #Anxiety is not far away. It makes me sick to think about the stuff that I have under my skin that I do not show to others, because there are times where I hide what I feel. I am only able to do this because of medication, but it feels so weird. I want to be able to make better sense of things, but the struggle can be very real. Sometimes life issues are blown up in our minds, and to someone else it seems like nothing they cannot handle. I wish that people would understand that just because a person cries does not mean that they are #Weak or less of a man or a woman. It is horrible.

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#Fibromyalgia #Schizophrenia #ChronicIllness #Selfpity #sad

"Back for More" by FFDP

This #Song "(YouTube link on top of post) is like my anthem for living. The physical & mental hardship/suffering......every day I gotta #fight being #Weak & giving up & I gotta. be determined to keep 'coming'"Back for More" 😆 https://LOL.but #serious 😐takes every bit of my #strength & fortitude to go day to day this way- borne out of my #Fear of hell & eternal damnation)

sorry I so depressing today-seems I'm,full of self pity-outside of myself looking at my pitiful torturous life.


#Bursitis #Osteoarthritis #Epilepsy #Scleroderma #Weak leg muscles #balance issues
When do you swallow your pride and start using a cane? Have fallen several times in last year, latest being today. Weak muscles due to atrophy because of pain from bursitis in hip and, I suspect, side effect from Keppra. I’m still working, though, teaching school and don’t want to see pitying looks from coworkers and kids. I’m thinking it’s time before I get seriously hurt but am really struggling with it. Any thoughts or similar experiences?


How do you live, knowing that one day your mom is going to die? It might not be tomorrow or the day after..but one day she will no longer be here.

I don't think I can live on this earth if my mom dies. Thinking about it hurts me so much. Sometimes I think about dying first so that I don't have to be here to witness it when she dies. #Depression #Death #scared #Weak #tiredoffighting #exhausted



You know when you’re not holding on anymore but you haven’t finished falling yet so you’re just in the middle free falling..
yeah that’s been me for the last year.

Scratching and clawing at the air around me desperate for something to hang on to.
Desperate for something to give me that bit of breathe you take when you come up for air when you swim.
Desperate for that warm feeling, that there’s life inside my soul.
Desperate for that spark, that feeling of love again.

I don’t know when it will come. I can’t even remember the tiny glimpses I have had because it’s got so lost in the constant never ending drama that is my life.
I thought they said things come in three’s?
For me it never stops. Every incident or travesty just rolls into the next one.

I keep pushing forward through my day to day life like someone’s hit a button and pushed me into automatic. I’m on complete auto-pilot.
People keep telling me how strong I must be for keep getting up and keep on keeping on, but I don’t feel strong, I feel weaker then ever because Im the only one who knows I’m not in control anymore.

#Lossofcontrol #Autopilot #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Depression #Weak #ObsessiveCompulsiveandRelatedDisorders #ADHD


My hands and feet are freezing but the rest of me is suddenly on fire and I feel weak and sweaty. Is this a fibro thing? Can anyone relate? #Heat #Weak #Sweaty #Fibromyalgia


Am I pathetic for missing him so much?? #Depression #SignificantOther #Pathetic c #Weak #confused

I have been dating a really wonderful guy for about 4 months now. We met in college and got to see each other almost every day. We are lucky and both realized what a luxury it was. But now school is out and we're both away-- he is staying an hour away from me for a month then going home (4.5 hours away). I have been lucky enough to get to see him on the weekends but I still miss him so much that I feel like I can't possibly make it to the next weekend without him and my depression has been worse than it has been since I met him. (So bad Im worried Ill scare him off even though he understands).


Does anyone with vestibular migraines or fibromyalgia sleep 16 hours. #Vertigo #heavy head #Weak body #blocked ears? !

I believe it's related to change in weather. Literally nothing can wake me. Missed work and chiropractor massage today. Finally became coherent after non stop sleeping 16 hours but still exhausted, vertigo, crying, trouble speaking and expressing thoughts. I take calcium channel blockers daily but weather changes have caused this to happen 6 times this month. I'm at a loss. Is it the fibro fog, the vestibular migraines, the stress, depression? Usually can't sleep when you have fibro but I've been having what I call comatose episodes weekly.

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