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#Cat for #Christmas

Well, didn't work out with the shelter my friend & I went to a little over a week ago. As I posted earlier, they tore out my broken heart. #good thing is, another friend & I are working on an alternative means of adopting from a different, more considerate #Shelter , where we will have a much better chance of my bringing home my new #Furbaby . Here's putting #Hope into my #wish & that it will work out #wonderfully . 🙏

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My #wish for All of #Us , this #Christmas Day

Today my deep sadness (severe depression) including grief, prevents me from celebrating in the right spirit. This morning, (& nearly all the past year )since my cat had to be put to sleep due to her illness, I've been waking up by myself -no one to wake up to/with & no one to share the day(s) with. I just can't do Christmas today. But I still cling to a bit of hope for a better life (after I get another Cat) - I'm hoping & wishing, & praying

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The "daymare" I am living within.

This is a place where we can share our #Thoughts and our #feelings to one another. I have been #Trying hard to make things right with my life, and I know that it is difficult. I think a lot of us in this world feel a bit #lost right now. It is understandable because of what is happening in #ukraine and #russia at the moment. It is also #difficult to deal with #MentalHealth at the same time when you have a #MentalIllness that does not ever take a break. #Medicine can only take you so far in this world to make things #stabilized in the mind.

When #stressful situations occur, it is more difficult for those who have mental health conditions to handle than that of someone who does not have it. It is because we are already battling a mental war trying to use our #Therapy skills to apply to the #behavioral aspect of things while the medication helps take care of the #Neurological aspect of things. However, on the right kind of #Medication we are able to handle things a lot better. Of course we will always have some kind of #Sadness in our lives, as it is not the #Goal of medication to make us #robotic . However, the medicine we take does help to ease the existing conditions we already have so that we are less #sensitive to the #Extremes we would feel without the medicine.

I have #BipolarDisorder so this is something that is already a #Battle since I was about 16 years old. Sometimes all I can do is put on some lipstick and handle it the best way that I can, even if that means I need to take a few extra #Naps in the day. Whenever you are faced with #extreme amounts of #Stress things are not going to be easy for you. That is #normal . I just #wish that life were a lot #easier to handle though for those of us who have pre-existing mental health conditions that create more conflict and blow up the #emotional responses.

So - If you are #Reading this, please #DistractMe and give me something to think about other than my Dad's liver #Cancer



I Will Be Updating....Along My Journey..❤️ You Family TTYL 😃


Something to laugh at

I know you all have grandkids or nieces or children of your own doing funny things and laughing. Please post some of your best. Most of us are on here because we aren't feeling well. Those who are feeling well are making dinner! #Pain #Fibromyalgia #Fatigue #wishitwasdifferent #tryalittleatatime #Laugh #Music #videos


Bad day today alot of bad thoughts running through my head. but on the plus side I made It through.... I hope tomorrow is better #BPD #newday #brighter #TOMORROW #bad #day #wish #happy

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Awake and Anxious 😟

Good morning all!
The coffee calls to me but apparently it's my anxiety calling to it.

I'm soooooo nervous. Today is my pre op and I have to decide which surgery.
Exploratory for endometriosis, take out my baby making parts, take out my baby making parts WITH my ovaries and all of these do not come with any guarantee that the pain stops accept theblast option since were not sure what causes it for sure. The last option takes away the pain but gives me menopause.. which at 29 isnt something I want. Some in my family has found menopause bad for them.. and that could just be replacing one problem for the next :/ I hope I make the right decision. Wish me luck. 🤞

#wish me luck


#wish I could feel something

You know when you wake up and think is it really worth it to just repeat the crappy day you had before? Well I have been thinking that for the past few months. I relapsed on everything I struggle with. And my parents and friends all say it's for attention. I wish I could help them understand, but I guess I'm just being selfish.. Am I ever going to be good enough for anyone or is it just worth giving up and just going through life living for others and just knowing life will always suck?

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I wish #wish #MentalHealth

I wish my mental health didn’t get in the way of my natural beauty inside and out.
By this mean no obsessive behaviour , no under black circles under eyes constant thinking, afraid to show my smile, being intense, not bothering to brush hair sometimes, no to being shouty . ( aka no nice plaits or fish tails) x
#Wanting #wish #MentalIllness #Work #Inprogress

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#impulsebuys #wish #whatthehelldidido

So I was going through my mobile banking texts this morning and I found some charges for Wish that I didn't remember. After checking it seems that at 6 a.m. on Saturday morning I ordered 5 sleep masks, 99 gel pen refills (because less than that would be crazy), and a 8 bit screwdriver (looks real high quality). Lol I keep trying to tell people about my impulses and they don't get it. I have even given up my debit card and ordered a new one because I have the number memorized. I don't hold any cash. I'm trying to not spend money but then family comes to me to sell stuff on websites and give me some of the money when I sell something. They don't know that they can't do that, even tho I have told them. How do I get people to understand this?