So defeated
Here it goes y’all. I have been feeling so defeated and down lately. My husband switched our insurance with his work from their hmo to a crazy hmn (I have never heard of this type) and no one is covered. I lost the ability to see my complex care internal medicine doctor who took care of *everything* for me.
So in an attempt to find resources to help all of my laundry list of illnesses, I started with a rheumatologist who supposedly helps my mixed connective tissue disease according to Dr. Google.
Spoiler, he did not and basically told me I need to find a functional medicine doctor who prescribes traditional medicines and takes my insurance, a neurologist, a endocrinologist and a new primary care doctor “to start”, his words not mine. Also I have to continue with the new heart doctor who also is referring me to a dysautonomia specialist because it is above his comfort level of treatment he said. He can try but he’d feel better sending me down town. I can no longer drive fyi.
All of this with my new crazy insurance who does not cover even a box of tissues for these stress tears that they’re causing. My husband promised he’d help try and coordinate all of these new crazy doctors I need but this was nearly two weeks ago and nothing has happened. I’ve been trying to dig and dig for a functional medicine doctor who treats whole body and not “gut health” only type things or box o’ vitamins. It’s just so gimmicky. #Depression #Fibromyalgia #Dysautonomia #AutoimmuneThyroidDisease #MentalHealth #LymeDisease #Anxiety #MixedConnectiveTissueDiseaseMCTD
