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    Sick of it #venting

    I find myself in a new place today. I am sick of BPD running my life. I am sick of praying for my former FP's. I am sick of talking to a wall in efforts to mend things. I am sick of explaining my illness to them in hopes they will understand. I'm sick of being the bigger and better person. I am sick of my love for them and I AM SICK OF THEM. #venting #sick #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPD

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    ° " I Feel Very Drained... I Don't Like Being Sick. " ° #cold /Covid19

    ° " So On Sunday And Monday... I Was Feeling Great Tuesday And Today. I'm Feeling Super Defeated... I Had To Call Into Work. I Hate Loosing Time. Because I Really Can't Afford That Luxaury. I Have To Go Into Work Tomorrow. Ugh! I Feel Like A Lazy Failure When I'm Sick. It Really Annoy's Me So Much. Idk Why My Co-worker's Come Into Work. I'm High Risk For Covid. I Have Like 3 Co-worker's Who Come In All The Time Coughing And Sneezing. And I Can't Really Get Away From Them. Or The Customer's. So I Got Strucked Down. Sigh! I Don't Wish To Sleep All Day. But My Body Is In Massive Pain. Something Is Going Around At Work. Like Covid Or The Flu. Because Nobody Care's They Need Sale's. ° Sincerely, Your Sick Poet ~ Skaoi Kvitravn #sick #Feelingdown

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    Depressed and sick

    For some unknown reason I've been getting sick a lot recently. I went years without even getting a cold but now I've been sick like 5 times in the past few months. I was already depressed all the time before this started happening, but now it's getting worse because I've gone days without talking to people or seeing anyone other than my mom and she works a lot so I hardly even see her. And I have no one to talk to about how I'm feeling because even though I do have friends and family I could talk to, I have serious trust issues so it's hard for me to talk to anyone. Last night I had a little breakdown at like 1am because I was dreaming about my mom talkinbg aabout college and it brought up all my stresses about school. I don't know what to do about all this and I'm not sure how much longer I can take it. #depressed #Anxiety #sick


    When #Anxiety makes you #nauseous

    #Anxiety is #crippling in many ways we wouldn’t think related.
    You may lose your #Appetite and eat very little, but after eating just a bite of bread, you might feel #sick . #nauseous .

    #trembling and #feelingweak can also be attributed to #Anxiety .

    If you’re feeling #unwell , or #anxious , or perhaps don’t know you’re suffering with #Anxiety , see a dr. It’s a horrible state to be in.

    I hope this helps. Try to stay #calm , diminish noise,


    I feel under the weather,

    The last few days been bloody hot. Then theses last few days been kind of cloudy and chilly. I think maybe i didn't dress warm enough sitting outside. I left my window open when i went to bed. I kind of went Saturday with out wearing my mask. (Cuz it was to hot) Then next day i don't feel well. I had got a cold for the first time in 2 years, I had no fever or anything. Just feel tired and have a headach. I was able to eat and all. I feel better a little today. I just don't feel like doing anything. I had to stop laundry cuz my body told me to stop. I hate being sick. #TheMighty #MightyTogether #sick #Depression #MentalHealth I didn't sleep very well last night,


    Sick of it

    Usually I don’t mind the restrictions my mouth pain demands. Sometimes I want some salsa!! #sick of it


    June was canceled for me!

    Pretty much this whole month, I wish it didn’t happen. First I wound up with a cellulitis infection that had to heal. On the heels of that I tested positive for Covid! I’m three days into it..and my symptoms are super congestion, headaches, sneezing, (my nose is raw) occasional coughing fatigue, and some stomach upset. This strain of the variant virus is like an awful head cold.

    My husband who goes out and about everyday has so far tested negative. We have both been fully vaccinated and I’ve even had double boosters.

    I have Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis, Psoriasis, psoriatic arthritis, and metabolic syndrome, and had just recovered from a skin infection. I wondered if it was my weakened immune system that made me an easier target for the virus? So far three friends I’d seen a couple of days before I fell ill, all have been fine. -They might be asymptomatic, or hopefully by some miracle I’m the only one who’s become ill?

    I was thinking last night that I would hate to be in a physically sick state like this for a duration. I just deel with the other conditions I have..

    It must truly be awful to be physically, chronically ill.

    I texted my oldest daughter something like the sentance above, with the addition of my current state of health. I doubt she’d even read or respond to it. I have sympathy and can also identify with crap people go through. My 40 year old daughter ghosted us. Without explanation or reason and there was no provocation on our part. She’s got Stage 4 cancer, so on some level I get the block out of people, loved ones, she conveniently doesn’t wish to deel with any longer!

    So, I have taken a Red Sharpie across my paper wall calendar and drawn a large X through the month of June! I feel like I didn’t get a June 2022! #illness #COVID19 #Depression #PTSD #sick #AutoimmuneDisease #hate this! I’m in sick #bed mode. #I tried to do a least one productive thing today. I just want to feel better and get back to functioning on some level..

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    Things I need to remind myself of…

    Since our adult daughter is freezing us out completely, I need #affirmations

    #Cancer #cancersucks #menopause due to her cancer. She’s #sick and ill physically (bile reflux issues?)-even though she’s in a NED. That’s a really lousy way to live the rest of one’s days..

    #Depression #PTSD #Love and #Selflove and I need to protect myself also.


    Why Does No One Care?

    Been sick, possible food poisoning. All the stress I have, my boyfriend's fear of vomiting, me trying to do what I can while trying to take care of my mental health and worrying about my physical health, etc., and now I find a post regarding my cats after I posted about being sick, I'm told, "It doesn't matter," and that the lady helping with cats is done with our area. Couldn't get my phone fixed because my boyfriend took it, but I was too weak to go, and they need the password, and I don't want my boyfriend to have it. He said I could change it for when he takes it in, and then change it when I got it back, but he'd still have access to it. He said he "accidentally turned it on" after I had it powered off and then couldn't power it off again because I have it set up so you can't access the phone (including powering it off) without my password. #Anxiety #Depression #PanicDisorder #sick #OCD #Pets #Nosupport #scared #lonely #alone


    Boyfriend Wants to Stay Somewhere Else Whie I'm Sick #sick #Abuse

    I'm weak, and have been throwing up and having diarrhea. Boyfriend has fear of vomiting, but I'm scared to be alone. He wants to stay elsewhere tonight. He's photo shooting the eclipse right now.