Friendlessness

Anyone else struggle to get to bed, then struggle to sleep because of various pains, better yet, be sleeping, wake up screaming or moaning and groaning, on almost a daily basis because the pain is constant, and no one understands except people like us???

Or people don't care, they make statements like

-Well if u quit talking about it, thinking
about it, it'll go away
-Ur mom calls u a Horrible House Guest
because u stop by and see her and u
fall asleep
-Ur so called (Christian) friends say they
DON'T hang out with Debbie Downers
or Burdens.

"""NOW U ALL SEE WHY YA'LL R MY
FAMILY AND FRIENDS***

I have
-Congenital Hydrocephalus,
- Retinaopathy of Prematurity
- Hypertonia
-Chronic Knee, Ankle, wrist Pain
-2 L5 S1 Discectomies
-Diverticulitis
-Essential Tremors
-Groin Pain

***NOW ya'll see why I reach out so
often***

#Caregivers ' Corner
#self -Care Lounge
#Chat Space
#no Shame
#Upallnight
#Christianity
#friendships
#lonely
#Friendlessness
#Pain
#Pain Apps
#PhoneAppsForPain
#Painsomnia
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#Lonliness
#EssentialTremor

Update: Got stitches out today, hand feels amazing, now to do exercises at home, go back in 4wks, for another follow up, then to schedule the next Carpal Tunnel Release with Dequervains Tenosyvitis release, which will probably be a longer recovery.

Eyes have got worse, which is extremely discouraging, go back in August for a follow up for them, I could honestly care less if I go back to the Eye Surgeon again, although, God has gave me an amazing surgeon, I didn't think I would be losing my vision so fast (37yrs old).

Me losing my vision could be caused by several issues, it is just so discouraging.

When they were checking me for lenses today and flipping the lenses to see which one was better and we got to #7, I said, how far do people go up when looking for lenses, or measuring their vision for lenses, she said, #20, talking about extremely discouraging.

So, I went over to the Optical Shop and looked for just lenses, and just want to give up, then I went to Vision Works, their prices weren't any better, probably won't be returning to work til August, that is when I go back and see the Eye surgeon.

My Essential Tremors r worsening, when they were doing a field vision study, I guess it is called, I shook so bad. I can't handle much more.

Lonliness, friendlessness, finacial issues, vision issues

Man, when it rains it's pours.

So over everything

***PLEASE DON'T SAY YOU'LL PRAY FOR
AND NOT, PLEASE DON'T SAY, I'M HERE
FOR U, AND NOT BE***

#Chatspace
#no Shame
#Upallnight
#Christianity
#Friendship
#Friendlessness
#lonely
#Loneliness
#Nosupportsystem
#Pain
#PainApps
#Painsomnia
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#EssentialTremors
#VisionIssues
#FinancialIssues

I need prayers please as I need a financial blessing, I have been off work since September, my short term disability stopped, I have $7.00 in savings and a $100.00 in Checking, please pray that God will come through, and quick, thanks for having me here, thanks for support, care, love, acceptance.

#self -Care
#Upallnight
#no Shame
#Christianity
#no support
#Friendlessness
#friendships
#lonely
#Lonliness
#Pain
#Painsomnia
#sleeplessnights
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#EssentialTremor
#NoSupportSysten
#Financialstress
#Financialburden
#Financialcrisis
#financialloss
#financialstruggles
#financialhelp
#familyjudgement
#familyissues

The Pain is keeping me up, it is 4:00am and I haven't slept.

I have
Congenital Hydrocephalus,
Retinaopathy of Prematurity
Hypertonia
Chronic Knee, Ankle, Shoulder, Wrist Pain
2 L5 S1 Discectomies
Diverticulitis
Essential Tremors
Epicondylitis
Possible Neuropathy
Possible RA
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
De Quarveins Tenosyvitis
Vocal Tremors
Groin Pain

#ChronicPain
#ChronicIllness
#CheckInWithMe
#Upallnight
#EssenialTremors
#lonely
#Lonliness
#vocal tremors
#Groin Pain
#Nosupport
#Nosupportsystem
#Chatspace
#Friendlessness
#Pain
#Painsomnia
#unloveable

Sick and hurting, thank u all for ur support, care and love, not sleeping much.

For u that don't know and may ask

I have
Congenital Hydrocephalus,
Retinaopathy of Prematurity
Hypertonia
Chronic Knee, Ankle, Shoulder, Wrist Pain
2 L5 S1 Discectomies
Diverticulitis
Essential Tremors
Epicondylitis
Possible Neuropathy
Possible RA
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
De Quarveins Tenosyvitis
Pulled Groin

No support, so I come here

#Painsomnia
#CheerMeOn
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#Lonliness
#Essential tremors
#Upallnight
#lonely
#Lonliness
#Pain
#Nosupportsystem
#Chatspace
#no Shame
#Friendlessness
#Sickness
#notsleeping

In a massive flare, I'm tired, physically, mentally, emotionally.

Not sleeping

If I do, I move moan, groan, scream

All I did was clean yesterday, my apt needed it.

I just need support, care and love.

I feel like another post, I saw here, maybe I'm not supposed to be here?

I'm 36yrs old, no support, care, love.

Maybe I'm to much for people?
Maybe my illness and pain r to much for people?

I could just be laying here and a pain shoot through a random part of my body.

Tremors wrecking havoc.

#Chatspace
#noshame
#Upallnight
#DistractMe
#Friendship
#lonely
#Pain
#Painsomnia
#chronic illness
#chronic Pain
#CheckInWithMe
#Lonliness
#EssentialTremor
#no support
#Friendlessness
#Nosupportsystem

Physically sick, so much pain, I feel like I can't go on

#Disability
#EssentialTremor
#ChronicPain
#chronicillness
#Friendlessness
#Alonewithnosupport
#alone
#Pain
#GroinStrain
#GroinPull
#NotGoodEnough
#unloveable
#inthisalone
#Upallnight
#noshame
#Lonliness
#Weak
#done
#Selfcare
#Selfesteem
#Acceptance
#inthisalone
#checkinwithfriendsonline
#CheckInWithMe
#checkinonme
#CheerMeOn
#SleepDeprivation
#hurt
#hurting
#Hurtstobealone
#hurtallover