HashimotosDisease

I’m always pretty tired. A couple days ago I was pretty busy, when I sat down I got this over intense exhaustion. Almost like uncontrollable urge to fall asleep. It freaked me out so bad I started panicking.

Yesterday, I was really busy again around the house. Today I’ve also been really tired. It happened again when this uncontrollable tiredness hit and I felt like I was falling asleep. Again, made me panic.

does anyone else experience this? #Fatigue #hashimotos #GravesDisease #AutoimmuneDisease #Undiagnosed #HashimotosDisease

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My doctor said my labs for thyroid hormone are good. I'm still tired.

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I’m done being patronized by my doctors. Watching them shrug their shoulders when I come in with a symptom that the numbers don’t justify. Maybe this is a good thing. No one can tell me why my immune system is killing me from the inside out. Just an oh well live with it. The screeching in my head is nonstop but I’ve accepted there is no cure, no relief. The pain is always there. Always on the right side even tho I’m dominantly left handed (that was good for shrugs from several doctors). Fatigue, brain fog, joint pain, you know the list. My body is done. My mental state can’t take it anymore. Again maybe giving up is a good thing. If I stop looking for answers and remission, maybe it will get bored with me and go away. A girl can’t dream right? Oh yeah insomnia duh.

Heavy pressure on my chest, shoulders weighted down.

Nausea which stops when I eat but returns soon after...

That physical feeling like I have not eaten all day. 

Blank stares into space, returning soon after, don’t know where I have been. 

Aches and pains

Out of breath, catching a breath

Please don’t ring, I can’t talk

Can’t focus, don’t understand

Heavy head, lump in throat

Eyes sore, blink blink

Confused...not sure what about

What was I doing, I can’t remember

Can’t see through the fog…

...there in spirit