vaccines

My son and DIL had a son June 2020 bad timing I know. My first grandchild and I knew they were paranoid about the virus. My heart has been broken. I was not aloud to hold him until he was over 6 weeks old and I was in a hazmat suit. I spent 158 on 10 sets. Exactly what they wear in the hospital. I found out her mother was holding him from birth and could hold him every weekend.

They came to our house and had to stay 6 feet away and just watch from a distance with masks. Masks are no problem for me but no one else wore the hazmat suits except me. Her brother flew on a plane from Washington state to see his nephew. He held him with a mask. Also went to a New Years party and was back around the baby again. I can’t have a flu shot as it almost killed me the last time I got it in 2005. I was told I had to have the Dtap. Thank God I didn’t I would be dead now as my PCR showed it was still active and I did not need one. I have 4 specialists all say no to the vaccine. So I’m treated like I have the plague. My grandson is now almost 17 months and doesn’t know us. We rarely see him.

My therapist finally told me to just go and pick him up. Well I don’t do things like that. But my son sat here knowing that his MIL was holding him and I wasn’t. I feel betrayed and hurt. I sat there dying inside. I don’t feel any connection to my grandson he is like another kid not my grandson.

I am in a horrible depression over it. My son is disrespectful and they act like I don’t know anything about raising a baby. I had 2 and both were in and out of hospitals with health issues and multiple surgeries. This lasted an entire decade. Am I overreacting over this treatment???? . We also don’t get to do anything with him. I talked to my son about going to a pumpkin patch. Then I find out they already went with her mom. Once again I was hurt. We are going to stop over on Halloween and not even say anything.

Last Christmas I had to stay 6 feet away with a mask. I’m not doing it this year. I rather not see him at all because it just causes so much pain. My therapist says it’s normal for me to have these feelings but I really don’t “feel” anything anymore. I’ve had to disconnect emotionally to just survive this. My son told me they hate coming here because they have to bring so much. Her mom has a nursery at her house. So I went and spent money I don’t have and made one in my spare room. They have yet to use it. The clothes I bought he has out grown. I guess it was wishful thinking that they would come more. They go to her mothers every weekend or she is there. I am a lot older and I don’t know how long I will be around with all my health issues. Nothing is contagious but I am treated that way.

My therapist said I am not overreacting but they are. I had 9 friends have grandchildren and they didn’t have to even wear a mask.

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I do not understand why people have asked for a vaccine at the beginning of the pandemic, and now have become very one-sided about the vaccine by saying “my body, my choice”. I understand “my body, my choice”, but not the part where people who choose to get the vaccine need to be put down for following their own choice/needs/instincts. Some times those who work in places that are requiring it to be mandatory, will describe how their “job” is that important to them and refuse the vaccine, meanwhile willing to continue helping others in need. People’s wishes about going to certain places where it is mandatory and hoping those who work in those type of jobs, hope they are Covid-free and vaccinated before entering, are being ignored out of selfishness because they are thinking of themselves and not both sides of the situation or other people’s wishes. Those who had jobs and are currently jobless because of the pandemic, are also living in the shoes of those of us who suffer from daily struggles whether socialization, loneliness, finding employment and more, without even realizing any of it. I’m very exhausted of being put down for seeing both sides of the situation from those who are being very one-sided. Why can’t we all just accept and be understanding towards others decisions, views, needs, feelings and choices? 😔😕 I just don’t understand. #MentalHealth #Disability #Vaccines #COVID19

Maybe Japan is not so struggling compared to developing countries.BUT vaccines inports are getting late and late.I even suspect #Asianhate .(Maybe paranoid)Japanese government is doing awkward things I guess.
I (and my family)worry one of my nieces who is in remission of leukemia.She graduated from school and got a job this spring.She’s taking meds in case she want to have kids in future (Estrogen I guess)So she cannot take AZ .
I’m also in pre-existing condition group as Japan made mental illness pre-existing condition for covid vaccines.
We’re having so many problems here,I’m so frustrated.Also we should not have Olympic here.We’re all going Harakiri!!!

Hello everyone ! I was wondering if people with #MastCellActivationDisorder have experience getting a #COVID19 vaccine. I'm not sure if i will react well to it with my mcas. I usually have bad flare ups when taking / trying out new medications.

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Anyone on an anti rejection drug (Aziothioprine, methotrexate, newer ones?) and heard if they will/won’t be able to get the COVID vaccine?
There doesn’t seem to have been any testing done in our population yet... (though I’ve been told that people with autoimmune diseases who are only on biologics like Remicade/Stelara etc. will be getting it) #Transplant #Biologics #COVID19 #Vaccine #Vaccines #Methotrexate