Hi I joined the group as I'm trying to get closure over my mums death in October 2020 she passed with bowel cancer. I never got to say Goodbye or tell her how much I loved her and that she was a brilliant mum. I was diagnosed with kidney cancer on the 6th August 2020. I had it removed two weeks after my mum passed. My family all fell out with me. I'm not allowed to see my four precious granddaughters. I'm so lucky I've my husband Mark whose not only my soulmate but my rock aswell. Ive been fighting depression over 30 years now. Ive got myself I can't go out unless for a doctor, dentist or hospital appointment.
I've been going to counselling for 6 months now. I also had to move home 6 miles away from my family as seeing them walk passed me was heartbreaking 💔