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#Depression #Anxiety #GenderDysphoria #MentalHealth #transformation #rebirth #Rise

A long time ago in a far far far far distance from where we are today there was this person who was neither alive more dead. This person never felt the same nave felt included or connected with the people around them. This person would do what is expected and would put on that smile wear that hat 🎩 or that hat 🧢 well maybe that hat 👒 so as to blend or fit in until the time when IT was time to move on and try again. The emotional damage built over time IT really did. So much so that the person #disassociated #DID or as the person who explains #Dis #Divergent #Identity #Spectrum . The person didn’t feel real lived in #Autopilot mode and #DID what was expected of them. #Numbess #hurt #Pain #sorrow #Loneliness #Sadness #abandonment and yes #homelessness .

#transformation from a spiritual perspective and a physical perspective is a profound experience that changes your perception. When you have read the bible searched through Google and endured countless hours of counseling you realize #It . IT is what IT is isn’t IT. #please choose you. #please choose your present. #please choose your path. When you do not choose #you to be who you are others do.

#Transition ended the cycle.

This person sacrificed their life so that a new life could be! Now #free in #2023 this person has hope and a life that is full of love in so many different ways. The love this person has is #Selflove #SelfIdenty #Selfcare and yes #SpiritualLove .

No longer dose the person stare in the mirror 🪞 trying to see someone else. No now the person sees someone who is actually looking back at them. That person smiles! That person is happy! That person dose what makes them an individual!

We are all different and we all are special in so many ways so please 🙏 know there are better days!

#yournotalone #YourWorthy #yourlifematters

Here's placing my commitment to engaging in positive thoughts that will work positive energy that will materialize my wish/prayer that this year, & many following, will be MUCH MUCH BETTER than 2022 was to/for me.

And I #Hope & #Pray that 2023 bring MUCH #Joy , #peace , & #relief to #all of us that #Suffer from #devastating effects of #ChronicIllness , especially those of us whom are asked to #endure #ChronicPain , especially those of us, that suffer continuous non-stop pain, especially those of us who's entire body is afflicted, for I do know that #Pain does kinda cancel out/prevent us from any/all pleasurable #Emotions . At least, personally speaking, I'm always miserable, & since I lost my cat a little past last New Year (of 2022),, so went my smile, & any & every semblance of the person I was. The person I liked being. Please, #god , give me a sweet cat soon. Very soon, I'd really #hate to #Lose hope again. So please don't hold back on my #blessing of a cat too long. I need #help & #relief . Please don't make it all disappear into the #dark #pit I've lived in. For all too too long. #please bring me #light & #Hope to see this to its fruition. I need to bring home a Cat. Know that. You do. , I ask,in #Jesus ' name. Thanks for reading my post, all you caring & supportive #mightyfriends 🙋💗🍬 #MightyTogether #peace

#please remember that when things don't go the way you intend, often times that is simply life's way of directing you to something better. Failure and obstacles are not reflections of your worth or wholeness. They are simply a symptom of being alive and are there to help you grow. When the world doesn't give you what you want, use that to love yourself. When your body doesn't allow you to do things you once could, use that to practice peace, stillness, and gratitude. Do you have any examples of things not working out, which actually resulted in things working out?

~ Thanks to all. Thanks for all. ~

Speaking of thanks for all, I was hoping we could acknowledge everyone who comments below. I know it seems like a small gesture, but many people here have never opened up to anyone before and being open and honest with strangers can be quite scary. So, if we could show our gratitude by giving their comment a simple reply or heart, I’m sure they would really appreciate your team support. What do you say?

#MentalHealth #Depression #Suicide #Anxiety #BipolarDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Addiction #dissociativedisorders #OCD #ADHD #Fibromyalgia #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #POTS #PTSD #Cancer #RareDisease #Disability #Autism #Diabetes #EatingDisorders #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #RheumatoidArthritis #Schizophrenia #ComplexRegionalPainSyndrome

Your life is a living hell. Who do you think you are? You’re no one. You’re not good enough. Stop fooling yourself you fucking idiot!

Can you relate to this incessant feeling of self-hatred? Do you feel like, no matter what you do, you’re unwanted, useless, hopeless, broken, or unlovable?

I have been there before. In fact, my self-hatred at one point was so strong until i resorted to self harm in order to remove those feelings. It was horrific experience. For many years I was trapped into such thinking. The truth is that there’s no quick one-size-fits all solution for self hatred or we can call it as self-loathing. But dont worry, there are many ways to overcome it.

Basically, self-loathing is an extreme dislike of oneself. Why it happens?
You see, as young children, we needed to see our parents in an almost godlike way. To us, they needed to be right, to be safe, to be infallible because if we mistrusted them it would have been very hard for us to survive (emotionally, mentally, and physically).

Therefore, instead of critically analyzing and condemning our parents, we turned the blame onto ourselves. We felt that we were wrong, bad, and shameful for the way our parents treated us. We took the blame for something they did wrong. This is a major cause of self-loathing.

Besides, you may come accross cases of bullying in school that may reinforced our self-hatred even more than the harmful social media conditioning and obsessive toxic comparison with others. You may faced critical and shame-driven teachers, friends or relatives that made you feel worthless if you didn’t meet their standards.

The last reason might be our ego. We all never born ego less humans, but as we grow older, in order to survive in this world, we need to construct an ego. We can only hate ourselves when there is someone to hate. Without that someone, without ego, there will be no self-hatred and no suffering.

So, now you’re already taken the first step in the direction of health and wellbeing without even knowing it. Here are some tried and tested ways to overcome self-loathing. Kindly pm me if you really ready to overcome this situation to get the brief explanation on each of the ways below here:

• Take a break from social media
• Do something that is well-intentioned toward yourself
• Creatively express your self-loathing
• Ask yourself “does my environment support me?”
• Explore your core beliefs
• Commit to self-love and self-care
• Take care of your soul

#MentalHealth #Selfcare #Selfesteem #Suicide #Love #MightyTogether

Who needs Security for a private pool? lol I’m glad this client does because this is one of my easy days
easy$$$ #please behave today #please don’t make me work # staying out of my head today# soaking up the sun #SWFL Life