Auditory Processing Disorder

Do you ever feel alive but dead at the same time?

Why did I wait to give up on relationships?, I should have walked out at the first name, hit, disrespect yet I stayed and it turned me into a monster....time lost, heart broken, part of my soul already to dust... don't think I will ever trust again idk anymore. #BipolarDepression #AnxietyDisorder #ADHD #AuditoryProcessingDisorder #PTSD

It has been a while since I've just been held...and as I lay here tonight and think of the very things I miss the most that would be it... obviously u would have to have some sort of connection with a person and know them for awhile first but the simplicity of being in another's arms or just snuggling together and just a knowing u can trust that person at the end of the day and the intimacy doesn't need to go beyond that is all anyone can ask for ....well atleast in my book.... #ADHD #BipolarDepression #AnxietyDisorder #PTSD #AuditoryProcessingDisorder

I'm a 32 year old married woman and I have two cats. I have many health conditions that overlap symptoms that range from quirky to debilitating. #AutismSpectrumDisorder #AuditoryProcessingDisorder #MajorDepressiveDisorder #ADHD #Hypothyroidism #PremenstrualDysphoricDisorder #PTSD #Abuse #Miscarriage #Grief #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder
I believe in functional medicine and treat my conditions/symptoms with a combination of herbal teas, natural supplements, prescription medications, spiritual and mental health practices. I'm currently seeking an EDS diagnosis and having trouble finding resources. I want to avoid Florida if I can, but so far it seems like my only option 😑 I'm so happy to talk with people who know what it's like to survive many things and still try to live.

How much I disappointed my parents let me count the ways...first and foremost I would cry for days....I was never taught much so I never really excelled but when my report card came home I was told I was dumb and I'm just going to fail...I was always over weight so I was always the brunt of the joke...but what they don't know is food comforted me because they never did nor won't...I went out for sports and enjoyed them quit a bit but never did they show up in support of it.. when I finally started learning and beginning to excel, no acknowledgement, no encouragement, just silence in a living HELL! #BipolarDepression #Anxiety #AuditoryProcessingDisorder #Childhoodtrauma #PTSD

I can't sleep, I have yrs of childhood trauma I'm trying to lay down so it no longer has control, my mind racing, heart pounding, fight or flight response constantly in flight....then freeze state where I can't move which feels like hrs or even days, days in my bed, hungry, thirsty, no energy to even pour myself a glass of water and all I can do is think about tomorrow, hopefully it will be a better day.... until then I will try to sleep while I thrash and sweat these nightmares away... #PTSD #BipolarDepression #Anxiety #AuditoryProcessingDisorder #Childhoodtrauma

i get attached to people very easily...i hate it...i can be too clingy and feel like a burden alot of the time..i long for a friend but i know it can be very hard and overwhelming bc i got trust issues and depression that i experience alot more then my other symptoms..i feel like maybe im not good enough to even have friends or that i did something wrong if i don't get a response..i worry too much that i am just not good enough and im always the one that gets hurt in the end..i feel like I'm too much