Lifetime with pain
Pin-pricked in pieces
battled set burning,
it’s raging increases.
It’s chronic,
it’s rare.
Flared Inflammation.
Body that failed…
Complete consummation-
It hindered my soul,
Downtrodden and low.
Withstanding the suffering,
It’s tussling wide loads.
Desperate cold nights
Him calling my name,
preserved me on weary
ignited the flame.
Jesus drew close,
For Him I am sure.
Through all of life sufferings
set me to endure.
The poking, the prodding,
the pain with no cure,
for Him in my body and soul-
I’m made pure.
Heavenly Father,
As you searched and centered my innermost core; my faith ignited your reflection.
Spoken into life to forever burn your kingdom light that kindles throughout my heart.
Resounding faith formed like these words…seen by the ones called, preserved, and understood-
His wisdom given in the Holy flame for present and future time.
That I burn-
When monitored you equipped me in palpable hope through Your sovereignty.
Let it resound its course of your reign!
Carry me through the locked chambers of suffering; for the harder the suffering, the higher your plan.
I yield my body and surrender for I know it is all for Your glory.
Father,
Your eternal word created the fire’s dance when shadows appeared consuming.
You poured your Holy anointing on my answered prayers to keep me burning through the endless nights of chronic pain.
That I burn-
Resuscitated from the smoke and suffocation when darkness lurked to extinguish me.
You received me on Holy ground like Moses and the burning bush.
I thank you for the immeasurable strength to walk upright in this purpose.
That I burn-
My light persevered!
Glory to God!
Sampled, probed, poked, and tested true!
Your name is magnified as my spirit burns in rhythm set to your timing.
In these recent few weeks I am recovering from my 2nd hip surgery (10 weeks post-op),
I have received 2 additional diagnoses.
I’ve had both Leg EMGs, left leg biopsies.
I also had an echocardiogram, heart monitor, pain pump maintenance, bloodwork, etc…
I have relentless burning in physical pain, but also my spirit is burning for the true message of our Lord and savior Jesus Christ!
That I burn-
and to God be the Glory!
Stay strong Mighty Warriors and burn on!
I pray for your strength to endure!
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