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I just turned 39. I have CRPS (2 years in), Degenerative Disc Disease, Depression & Anxiety, PTSD, Spinal Stenosis, Degenerative Osteoarthritis, Spondylisis, Chronic Migraines, Fibromyalgia, Kidney Disease, Ovarian Cysts that burst and come back sporadically, Vitamin D & Potassium Deficiencies. There’s more but those are the ones I can think of right now. I have lived with all of these for about 15 years, except when I thought I couldn’t handle a bit more pain, CRPS invited itself into the fold. Why not, right? PAIN IS WHAT I HAVE! Just like most of you on this site. I guess I’m typing this so I don’t shoot myself in the head. I’m a single mother of 4. Car accident survivor, domestic violence survivor, brutally raped by more than one person, more than one time in my life survivor, one of my children is the product of rape and attempted murder survivor. With all the physical and emotional pain, medications have been my lifeline for about 15 years now. They keep my mind from going off the deep end, but as of now, I have one foot off the cliff. I was taking CBD Oil from my pharmacy. It helped so much in combination with all my meds. When I took my drug test, it came up as THC. This is illegal in Kentucky. So how is CBD Oil legal? No wonder it helped me so much! The doctor took away ALL PAIN & ANXIETY MEDS. My spinal cord stimulator helps a lot but it’s currently maxed out. I feel like my medical records are now tainted and no doctor is ever going to help me. WTF am I here for? To live in agony and never get out of bed again? #ComplexRegionalPainSyndrome #ChronicDepression #PTSD #AnkylosingSpondylitis #Migraine #Arthritis #OvarianCyst #Fibromyalgia #KidneyDisease