Stand with The Mighty Against Bullying

hi everyone. i get cyber bullied and people make fake accounts to harass me and blackmail me. i’m trying not to let it affect me but i can’t. i avoid school and switched all my classes online just so i wouldn’t have to face some people who have harassed me in the past, and now i get scared to go on social media in fear someone may harass me again what should i do?? i know if i delete social media i’ll be bored so can anyone give advice?? i just don’t know how to let this stop affecting me. #Bullying #MentalHealth #Pledge2EndBullying

Hey, I’m Jude.
I live in Saudi Arabia, lived here for my entire life and I get treated like sh*t everday by family members and my schoolmates.
I try to act as “masculine” as possible, I have to pretend something I’m not and it’s so hard and very exhausting both mentally and physically, here in Saudi Arabia our schools are either all boys schools or all girls schools and since I’m an AMAB I have to suffer this, I’ve always felt more connected and related more to girls, when I was younger I had female friends and it was nice hanging out with them and I liked talking to them, but when I got older they said I’m no longer allowed to stay with the girls I should be playing with the other boys and I didn’t feel like I fit there but I had to do that so I won’t get bullied, I had to wear that masculine mask and to this day i’m still wearing it, I always wondered if there’s something wrong about me, and wondered how would my life turn out if I was born a girl? I thought to myself “that would be perfect”.
As a little kid I used to play with the “girls” toys and my parents didn’t mind because I was just a “kid”. btw I was obsessed with umbrellas and I always waited for it to rain so I can use the umbrellas outside lol.
It doesn’t rain much where I live.
I remember in middle school I used to think a lot about my gender identity, I cross dressed I wore my sister’s dress when no one was home, I felt very happy.
I used to feel sad because I got picked on at school and by family memebrs for acting very feminine and, I remember a teacher in elementary school laughing because my voice is very “feminine” and the way I talk is feminine.. I got bullied a lot for that in school by family members and by strangers.
didn’t have many friends in school except some who come and go and I wouldn’t really call them “friends” because we never went out except for school stuff.
But I have one good friend who appearantly is also a part of the LGBTQ+ community and we’re in the same class , we have similar interests and similar personalities which is amazing.
Now thinking about all this, I don’t really know what to feel rn and I don’t know if I’m feeling anything at all.
I don’t know if I’ll ever have the opportunity to transition.
I ignored this for many years but watching trans people on the internet made me think all about it again.

A friend on twitter told me about this app and It’s an amazing app.
Sorry for the long rant just needed to pour everything here.

#GenderDysphoria #Transgender #Pledge2EndBullying #GenderIdentity #MentalHealth

My elder sister was my major tormentor. She used to be part of scandals with parents and then was redirecting aggression to me, even when I was trying to compassionate and pity her.

She got her character from our father, who is very borderline (not diagnosed though). Her anger and mood swings deteriorate our relationship still. As well as her selfishness and unwillingness to recognise damage in her behaviour (most probably she never will) and no attempts to change (not reasonable to expect, I guess).

How would you deal with a relative like that? It hurts to loose her, though it hurts to stay in touch, she can be very venomous...

#Pledge2EndBullying #EmotionalAbuse #Abuse

I came to work triggered today, I don’t feel safe at work. Not only does my grad school bully works at the same company as me, but in the same building, the same department, and the same hallway, but we share a wall. This woman has gone out of her way to twist, manipulate, and lie since day one when the bullying started. Now she wants to threaten me and my livelihood because she needs to feed better about herself. I’ve chosen not to engage in the childish games she’s playing, I’m not a child and I’m not playing into the twisted games she wants. This is what bullies do, and I won’t take part. How dare this homophobic woman turn around and say “I can report you to management and you wouldn’t have a job.” How dare she justify what she’s doing and has done with “god loves and accepts all of us that are straight.” How dare you! You do not deserve to be in a profession that helps people when you have only hurt people. #Pledge2EndBullying #Antibullying #MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe #lgbtqbullying

#DistractMe #Upallnight #FlareUps #PTSD #VocalCordDysfunction #VocalCordDysfunctionFamilial #PTSD -old #CPTSD #COVID19 #MightyBookClub #MightyTogether #MightyPoets #mightyartists #MightyMusic #MightyQuestions #TheMighty #Disability #Aspergers #HashimotosThyroiditis #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #mightywarriors #mightymonday #Pledge2EndBullying #TheMighty #CheckInWithMe #ChronicPain #Yoga #Art #ArtTherapy #Spoonie #Bipolar2Disorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder a guy was sad bc women on dating apps are mean to him then I’m nice and say don’t harm yourself and in here for you and he’s rude and incredibly hurtful to me ghosts me and blocks me what gives? I’m not bad looking and it’s not even like I’m interested in him in that way is it a control tactic? Whining and threatening to harm himself looking for attention you give him kind s words he blocks and ghosts you?

How would you feel if someone asked you questions not their business and you were in a cab and felt sick? #Mindyourbusiness #PTSD #CPTSD #CPTSDinrelationships #MightyQuestions #Upallnight #Chatspace #Fibromyaliga #Fibromyalgia #FibroFog #FibromyalgiaSucks #FibromyalgiaDiagnosis #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #ADHD #Relationships #DatingWithAChronicIllness #ChronicIllness #HashimotosThyroiditis #VocalCordDysfunction #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #ChronicPain #lonely #sad #Yoga #Art #Photography #Love #AspergersSyndrome #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #Bipolar2Disorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MightyTogether #EndTheStigma #Pledge2EndBullying #MightyQuestions #Depression #TheMightyTakeaway #TheMighty #TheBible #Faith #god #soulmate #Art #Music #Sports #walks #Hugs #hugging #MightyMoment #MightyMinute can friends here support me give me love and support. No wonder I don’t talk to people

Love support friendship and care? I’m just not feeling well panicking I have covid and just not myself. My mom had a runny nose yesterday worried😱 #CheckInWithMe #Chatspace #Upallnight #PTSD #CPTSDinrelationships #CPTSD #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Borderline Bipolar depression #BorderlineStigma #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ADHD #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #DBT #Yoga #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #Fibromyalgia #Fibromyaliga #FibroFog #FibromyalgiaDiagnosis #AspergersSyndrome #Aspergers #COVID19 #MightyQuestions #MightyFeatures #MightyTogether #MightyMail #mightywarriors #TheMightyTakeaway #MightyBookClub #TheMighty #MightyFeatures #Pledge2EndBullying #MightyPoets #MightyMusic #MightyMail #Selfcare #SelfCareChallenge #lonely #sad #Alonewithnosupport #AloneTogether I could sure use friends right at this moment😢